Wednesday, October 27, 2010

[ Just Like Me..? ]

With Allah's love
Assalamu'alykum to my dear


Well, today is a fine day. At least, I get my spirit back to face my exams for this semester. After seating for today's paper that was at 20:00 just now, I got out earlier for it's too cold in there. Met my friends outside and had a nice talk after hiding myself for a few days =P

Well, I felt so glad today. Maybe because of the situation, just like after I took my SPM. Having some chat with friends before apart. And now, I guess I wanna be like before. Ganbatte-neh!!!

And, just now, I got an e-mail from my friend, Paan. He's e-mail entitled:
Katun ni cam aizah..hihi (^^)

And the cartoon is:

TADAAA...!!!


He said this anime is just like me because I went to the training center after my quiz with this dress once.


Well, this is a picture snapped by my friends in our final round for debate =P

At that time, at the training center, I bring along my lappy in his bag. So it makes me look like the anime. =D
*Lucky I didn't wear my high heels that night* =P




Anime and me is a life
Cleo
~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

Thursday, October 21, 2010

[Wali Band - Harga Diriku]

With Allah's love
Assalamualykum to my dear


Lately, I've been to "busy" with my life, my hectic and chaos life and I almost forgot to "talk" to Him. Almost forgot to share with Him what happened in my life, my problems, my earnings, the happiness etc.

Just then, I found this song. A beautiful song that reminds me of Him. So much for me to catch up and make myself better for Him. I hope He's still there, waiting for me. I hope He will accept me even I know I've been such a stupid to forget about Him, who's always loving me, and be at my side, make sure I'm not alone in this path.

O Allah, forgive me...


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Wali Band - Harga Diriku

Di dirimu aku menemukan
Yang mencintaiku
Yang menyayangiku
Di dirimu aku ketakutan
Kau biarkanku
Kau tinggalkanku

Reff:
Bila kamu tak lagi denganku
Ku tak tahu apa ‘tuk jalani hidupku
Bila memang kau pergi dariku
Ku tak ada lagi di dunia ini
Mengertikah kau siang malamku
Dan tangis tawaku
Kau semua hidupku
Pandang aku pandanglah hatiku
Aku tak mampu melangkah tanpamu

Back to Reff

Bukan ku tak punya harga diri
Tapi
dirimu begitu berarti
Kaulah nafasku engkau harga diriku
Mengerti aku….

Back to Reff

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P/s: Some people might think this song is for someone, but for me, when I read the lyrics and listen to the song for the first time, it reminds me of Him. Well, each of us has the right to think what we want to. =)




Being different is what He made me
Cleo
~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

Sunday, October 10, 2010

[ Tonite ]

With Allah's love
Assalamualykum to my dear


I guess he hates me so much..haha..I don't know the reason so far but then, there's nothing I can say cuz it's he's choice. I can't change that if that's what he wants. What-ever... :p

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For tonight, I need to fill up the forms in my head. Every thing had been such a chaos and I need to stack it back to normal. First thing comes first.

1. Finish up typing report - to be passed up to my dearie YDPs.
2. Finish up editing my assignments - PIS and STI
3. Try to search for more journals and books for:
- Tokoh PIS
- Ekonomi: Wang Zaman Umayyah
- PIPS

Okay..only these three things for tonight. Other tasks and assignments will be in the next list.
Insya-Allah, I'll try my best to finish up all of these.



 Hates me so much..?
Cleo
~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~