[ Things that . . . ]

With Allah's love

Assalamu'alykum to my dear

AAAAAAAaaaaaa.....!!!!!!  

Fuh ~

AAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......!!!!!! 

Hehe ~

Ni semua angkara mereka-mereka ini. Things that . . . sangat lah cute!!

Subhanallah, diciptakan oleh Allah yang Maha Kuasa mereka-mereka ini tersangat kiut untuk perhiasan dunia manusia. Sebagai penyembuh duka lara, penghilang sakit jiwa dalam hidup yang serba tak kena. Cewah. Lalala ~

Okay, sekarang tibalah masanya yang dinanti-nantikan. Dipersilakan mereka-mereka yang tercalon untuk menampilkan diri!!

 

*Applause please*

Pencalonan pertama:

Cumilnya mata ~

Pencalonan kedua:

Amek dari profile picture FB sape ntah. Tak kenal pon. hehe ~

Pencalonan ketiga:

Beg Domo ~

Pencalonan keempat:

Anatawa Totoro-neh?

Pencalonan kelima:

Annoyed ke..? Tolonglah ~

Pencalonan keenam:

Ni video arwah anak-anak Totoro ~

Pencalonan ketujuh:

Puss in Boots - Shrek

Pencalonan kelapan:

Arwah gak ni. Tak sempat nak belai ~

Pencalonan kesembilan:

Appa!!!

Pencalonan kesepuluh:

Aaalalalala... Kecik nye kamuu ~

Jadi, sila undi calon yang paling anda sukai sekarang, terima kasih. 

Kalaulah dapat pegang ~

Kecomelan
Cleo
~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

[ Silence ]

With Allah's love

Assalamualykum to my dear

My bro had gone now. Back to his college. I sent him this noon at the KTM station. Well, it felt so awkward and ... Well, I had to admit, I wanna cry. If only he could stay with me a bit longer at this moment. Surely, I need my family to be with me right now cuz feeling so down. Like my friends use to say, morally down. haha.

And now I'm alone. Of course, with my cousin in this house but it's not the same, you get me? *Sigh*

Wani once said to me while I was driving. About me and my bro. She said it's a bit different from the others. She said it's because of the bond between us. For her, normally bro and sis didn't get in together so well like us. Actually, it's because of my father. He told us long ago that he wanted to see us be together, which means do live our life together as a family, as siblings. Because he's seen siblings willing to 'kill' each other and he don't want us to be like that. His method: Everywhere we go, everything we do, shall be done together.

Well, I guess his hard work paid off. Alhamdulillah and gratz to Abi.

Anyway, it's headache time so I guess Bye bye love ~

Sob sob
Cleo
~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

[ ICU : My Lappy or Me . . ? ]

With Allah's love

Assalamu'alykum to my dear

Dear, I guess today is not going to be easy for me. Naze? Because today's the day I make the conclusion. For what? For every single thing that happened when my lappy went to ICU, when every single task can't be done by me. Every single thing, no, I mean every single person I know showed me the real them. It's not so hard but it is heart breaking.

It's hard for me, someone who don't like to ask help from others, but it was hard enough when some of them just can't try to understand the situation. All they know were to put the blame on me. *Sigh*

Well I guess now I know who's who in the inside.

In Tangled, Rapunzel's mother said this phrase to her:

"Mother, knows best."

Well, in my case I would say:

"Father, knows best."

Cause it happened just like what my father told me once:

People will never look into you if you have no values. You'll develop your own values, whether you realize it or not and so do people around you. They come to you when you have benefits to them, and they go away from you when you are nothing to them.

That's what my father told me. But for me, there's one more single phrase to add:
To be worse, they go away and leave the blame on you.

Well dear, that's the first thing. Second is, I just don't get it. I don't think that my words are too hard for them to understand, do I? Sometimes, it just don't make any sense, you know. They just don't get it when I said I can't help them not because I don't want to, but it's because I can't. And those people, they just can't stop urging and staying around. Haaiizz.

When I told them the truth, tried to talk to them as polite as I can, they didn't try to get it. But when I started to be little bit firm, they said I was being emo. What a stupid statement came out of nowhere. I just don't get it. I've tried several times to make them understand the situation but they just LOVE to make things harder and when they got scolded, they blame it on me. Gosh!

They should be grateful for I just send them a message rather then call them on the spot and spat everything. They just LOVE to make things harder, don't they? Hmm.

Third thing is, things change now. When people got something, they just... change. I don't know how to say this but that's what I fell like. I just felt left out. Not like before. I guess, it's my fault from the beginning. I tend to forget who I am actually. I'm just a secretary, nothing more or less. I just need to do my part and do nothing more than that. Personal life, is to be abandon right now. Well, if that's it, I guess I'll just have to be like that. I need to remind myself all the time from now on. It hurts but I guess it's better for not being hurt more than this.

Well dear, it's getting late now and I can't wake up in the morning with panda eyes because I have a trip to Astro tomorrow morning. And I can't drive early in the morning with half-opened eyes, can I? Plus, my bro is here and I don't want him to see me like this in the morning.

Well, see you soon. Ciao!


*Psstt, I guess it's my turn to get out from the ICU.

ICU
Cleo
~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~