[ Beratnya Ujian Mu Ini . . . ]

With Allah's love

Assalamualykum to all

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There's something in here, but I can't say it out loud.

It's too painful, yet it can't be thrown away.

Gosh...

. . . . . . . . .

It's all about him, it's all about her, it's all about them.

That hurts me more, changes me into silent mode.

Geez.

Can't I just disappear? This is so . . . so . . .

Urgh...!!!!

Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide.

I can't even sleep in peace, just because of you!

Go away! Get out of my life! Go!

Geez...

. . . . . . . .


T_T


My instinct never lies
and I always know that... always...
But this matter...try hard to say no...
But then.....I have to pay for it now.....
It's hurting me.... It hurts.....so much....so deep down inside......


*Listening to 'Muhasabah Cinta' by Edcoustic*


I thought it's just....just....ya Allah.....
What were You trying to tell me....?
Please.....sometimes I think I know, but then I guess I was wrong....again....


Ampuni dosaku, ya Allah...
Mungkin kerana tu, dia terluka...
Kini luka itu kembali pada ku....
Ya Allah, apakah benar instinct kali ini....
Allah....Allah....


Sungguh luas ilmu Mu.....
Sungguh..... Hanya Engkau Maha Mengetahui cara mendidik ku....
Hanya Engkau yg Maha Arif tentang hati ku ini.......


My dear diary....
This moment....I can't.....
I don't wanna be in this moment again....
Please.....no more after this.....
It hurts.......

Hurts, deep down....

C

Cleo
 
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[ My 101st Post ]

With Allah's love

Assalamualykum to all

This is my 101st entry, just like 101 Dalmatians, it's a  very special number. So, I want to dedicate this entry to all of the cats around the world.

Please, don't kill them.

Please, stop torturing them.

Please, have mercy on them.

You can see their happiness, but you can't see their tears.

You know they're healthy, but you can't never know if they're in pain.

Human: cries in pain when got cut by knife

Cats: tell me who had ever saw their tears and heard them cry out loud for help?

Human: needs anesthesia for operation

Cats: tell me who used anesthesia before torturing them?

Cats deserve to live in this world, because they're just like us. Being made by Allah to fill in this world.

They come and bring us rahmah, they come and give us chances to be loved by Allah.

Someone gets in heaven just because of a cat.

And someone being punished in hell also because of a cat.

Of course it's within His will, but we are the one to choose.

Please, cats didn't have the intelligence as we do. They didn't know what they did was wrong.

We, as human being, shall know better, shall understand more.

We, as the caliph, shall take care of them.

And not being like this

 Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2r85IEtSCRE

or this

Source: http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=31062366&id=1126309920#!/video/video.php?v=1139031412482

Act wisely like human, because you're human.
Act stupidly, then you've become worst than animal.

Love cats like this people do

Source: Facebook

and this

Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z_AbfPXTKms

 

Source: From my brother's camera =)

Long live the cats and animal kingdoms

 Cleo

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[ Oh My GOD...!! XD ]

With Allah's love

Assalamu'alykum to all

Oh my God! OMG! OMG!!!!

Can I scream out loud again..?

O mi-GOD...!!!!

I can't believe it! Why? Cuz I've found my long lost friends in FB...!!!!

oh my GOD...!!!

How I missed them so much... Dear friends, I really really miss you guys...!!

Seriously, we've been apart for almost....let me see....

Some of them, I've met 5 years ago and most of them been lost contacted for about 11 years..!!!

Oh my God..!!! I can't even recognize them in their FB with their more matured faces... OMG..!!!

Geez.. I can't stop screaming, okay... lol... OMGOD..!!!

Upsssyy....I'm not being a very good role model okay... I shall say Alhamdulillah 1st...oaky2..

Alhamdulillah, thanx to Allah for giving me another chance to meet them, even just on the net...

I really am so glad to meet them...OM God..!!! o mi God!

Okay, now I'm a bit relax.. =P

OH MY GOD...!!!! =))

Since we were apart, I always feel a hole inside my heart. I had never met any of my friends like them for my whole life. Even though we're just friends from standard 1 - 3, and I've been together with my former friends more than those years, they still can't fill in the hole.

Seriously, I really missed you guys... I didn't have the chance to talk to all of you more at that time when we met at the arts exhibition. I have lots of questions to ask, lots of stories to share but we didn't have the time.

After that day, I felt so happy, I guess, the happiest moment in my life in THAT school. I was so happy that at least, I met my old friends that still remember me, and still wanna have a chance to talk to me, and ask about me, and share with me some of your stories in that short time. Alhamdulillah. =)

I sent a card to you guys once, but I guess it didn't get to the right person cuz no one replied my except for two of you. But, I guess who cares? Cuz now I've met all of you..!!

To my old friends from 1M, 2M and 3M of SKSJ II:

I MISS YOU..!!!

 Too happy to be glad

C

Cleo
 
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