[ Changes Never Stop ]

With Allah's love

Assalamu'alykum to my dear

Actually, today, I feel very happy walaupun debaran dan gangguan itu masih wujud. Naze..? Ehem....... hehehehe

Because:

1. Someone yang selalunya tegur orang cam biasa ja, tetiba hari ni ter'excited' bila jumpa orang. hoho. Sangat lawak. Terdiam jap kita pun before nak sambut teguran dia tuh. kihkih. =P

(Bayangkan orang tengok dia ngan slow mo sebab agak lambat nak cam dia, tak sangka nanti terserempak kat situ. Pastu dengan selow mo nye jugak mengangkat tangan "Piece". wahahaha

Masa tu tengah naik tangga, kaki nak jejak anak tangga tu pun ragu-ragu tetiba sebab takut tergolek padahal tangga tu dah siap penah buat "Piece" Abang Man lagi. kihkih. Aigoo ~)

2. Dah empat hari berturut-turut berjaya mengenakan Wani yang amat sangat jelas kelihatan jeles terhadap saya. hoho. Dan ianya bakal berpanjangan lagi kat Ledang nanti. Yeeaayyy...!!! Ngiahahahaha

*sorry ye Wani, bila lagi nak dapat chance ngacau kamu..hoho*

3. Plus, lepas pembahagian kumpulan untuk family angkat ngan tugas jaga malam kat kuliah tadi, lagi menjadi-jadi kekacauan di hati Cik Wani tu. Naze...? Sekali lagi, sebab yang sama, dan hanya kami yang tahu. Kejelesan yang meluap-luap kerana usikan saya kat Wani. hikhik. Sangat seronok pekena Wani kali ni sebab memang ada saja yang jadi, ada saja kebetulan buleh jadi bahan. Lucky betol kali ni. haha.

*uppss...ehem...control...control...kang ada plak yang menangis kang...tak mo, tak mo....*

4. Dah dapat confirm yang kenduri Abang Fairuz jatuh pada tarikh seminggu selepas tarikh ke Pangkor. Alhamdulillah ~ Tapi sayang... hmm...... Ye lah, kita hanya merancang, tapi Allah yang berkuasa menentukan. Husnu zhan =)

5. Baru jumpa point utama kat sini. hehe. Changes never stop. Naze...? Well, ni biarlah rahsia. Ku hanya mampu berdoa, moga Allah tetapkan hati ini dijalan yang benar, moga keputusan ini adalah yang terbaik untuk ku dan moga Allah bantu hati ini tetap dalam pendirian ku. Amiin ~

Emotionally switching
Cleo
~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

[ Worried, Am I? ]

With Allah's love

Assalamu'alykum to my dear

How are you today? I just wanna check out on you for I can't sleep at this hour. *sigh*

It's too disturbing. Well, all of what happened today, totally disturbing. *sigh*

. . . . . . .

It is time, the day after tomorrow. I'll be going to a place, and practice what I've been learning all of this time. Haaiiizzz... I don't really know what am I gonna do, what it's gonna be, what's it like over there and bla bla bla. Too many disturbing questions. I'm afraid I can't do my best in it. *sigh*

Right now, I'm trying my best to choose and organize the best and appropriate songs and tomorrow will be the day I meet the team and present it to them. Present? Yep, to give them the chance to choose their own songs. I'm just the one who's arranging the songs for them.

Gosh... Am I too over worried or what..? *sigh*

Well, dear, this worried-thing isn't just about this. There're much more including that s**p** dream. Geez.  Can't I just ignore it? It's just some weird dream, so what? Please, forget about it, please... Aigoo ~

. . . . . . .

Plus, I'll be performing some silat steps in one of the slots. Oh my God, now I really totally regret for saying such a stupid thing, that it to agree performing it. Just because of a challenge from him, I did a very big and stupid choice. Gosh..! Ya Allah...  This will gonna kill me in a flash..!  Waaaaarrrgghhh...!!! *nail bitting*

After several tempting, I manage to log in FB and the first status I saw was from one of my colleagues saying she's already finished her packing! Gosh! Me...? Well... Just finished choosing my suit for that performing night. *sigh*

I just . . . argh . . . . !! 

Okay, okay. Cool girl.. Cool.. It's nothing, it's nothing at all. *sigh*

Help!!!! What shall I put in the bag...?!! Gosh, this is much more difficult than choosing what shall I wear to the class every morning. Huuaaa ~ 

What shall I do...?

What shall I do...?

What shall I do...?

Too worried
Cleo
~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

[ What About It..? ]

With Allah's love

Assalamualykum to my dear

How are you, my dear? I'm truly sorry for not being able to talk to you lately. I do have the leisure, come and go but I'm not feeling like I wanna talk to you. Why? Because I'm in an unstable....feeling? I guess. Really..? I don't think so, it's just.. Something been bothering me lately and I hate to talk to you when it's in here. Hmm.....

Well, rasanya, ni sedikit sebanyak effect lepas satu ucapan dari kawan masa kami pusing-pusing FESSAT malam semalam. We talked about the election what-so-ever. It's just, well, now I know... But, I guess it's maybe just me, being too negatively thinking or... geez... whatever. I think I don't wanna talk about it ever again. It's something too bothering. Wex

Apa-apa pun, saya tahu awak tak baca blog saya, tapi nak bagi jugak satu ucapan untuk awak dan awak, saya minta maaf banyak-banyak ye, tolong lah, hapuskan segala high expectation korang, terima kasih.

Okay, stop. Please stop typing about this. Let's just talk about something else, shall we? =)

Okay... Let's see....hmm....

Tadi, ntah cemana boleh tertido lepas solat zohor, terlajak sampai ter'skip' kelas 2 jam petang ni. Adoi. Memang cari pasal betul. Dah la lecturer ni memang kenal kita. Aigoo. Maybe penat semalam tak hilang lagi kot. Ye lah, tengah hari tadi baru rasa ringan sikit, lepas dah dapat passing tanggungjawab tu kat next person in charge. Alhamdulillah, moga Allah bantu mereka pulak untuk settlekan hal ni, amin.

Memang lena dalam kelegaan betul tadi. Lega setelah beberapa hari yang amat men'down'kan hati. Prof, saya mintak maaf sangat-sangat. huhu

Bangun tadi, dah kalut terkejot terlepas kelas satu hal. Dikejotkan lagi pulak lagi dua perkara tu. Aigoo. Udah-udah le tu. Bila la kamu ini nak dapat rehat? Adoi.

Lastly, buat tak reti kejap. Stress. huhu.

Buat check list assignments kejap, pastu korek-korek sana, korek-korek sini tengok software lam laptop. Dah tak tau sangat nak buat apa, capai external hard disk, sambung. Hmm...

Folder first nampak is, NARUTO. haha. Dulu sangat anti kartun ni, ntah tak tau kenapa, masa perkampungan TS III semangat pulak copy dari Faiezah. Maybe sebab ada dari episod awal sampai habis kot. Ntah la. huhu. Ntah apa-apa la minah nih. huhu.

So, mula la mengklik salah satu episod. Rawak je. Pastu terlintas, baik la tengok dari episod satu, alang-alang tak pernah tahu hujung pangkal cerita ni (tu yg jadi anti tu). Tengok sengsorang episod satu Naruto tadi. Adoi. Gelak kuat jugak tadi. haha. Adei la. Kartun oh kartun. Dunia kartun. Anda memang sentiasa menceriakan hidup saya di dunia sini la. Adoi. Bak kata my sis, ngan kartun pun bley jadi dak nih. haha

Dear tengok la sendiri. Gelak la pulak sorang-sorang kay. haha.

Ntah hape-hape. haha

Ni da besar da ni. Tadi tengok time budak-budak lagi. Sangat la nakal Naruto nih. huhu.

Haa.. Jumpa jugak akhirnya. Sangat lah comel kamu nih. huhu

Ni baru terjumpa tadi ni. Sempat edit balik post demi gambar ni. hehe

Well, rasanya cukuplah untuk kali ni dulu. Mahu beradu dulu. Otak dah penat. Dalam diam, jauh berjalan hari ni. Hmm.. No komen ~

Pant and faint
Cleo
~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~