Wednesday, December 30, 2009

[ My Dear Puxle ]

With Allah's love
Assalamu'alykum to all


Just forgive and forget, that's what I'll do. Ready, set, GO! ~ erasing everything leaving nothing.

Okay, now, I want to talk about a very happy and pleasing news to me. It's supposed to be published last two or three days ago but I didn't have the chance to publish it.

But its okay, now I have it.

Well, last two days, I've finished my puzzle within 26 hours and 20 minutes! How I love it so much! Yay! =P



The Puxle I






Looking at this completed puxle gives me satisfaction. And now, I think I'm gonna need to go and buy a new one. =)


Cleo
~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

[ It's Not What It Seems ]

With Allah's love
Assalamu'alykum to all

"It's not what it seems."
A quote from The Swan Princess, said by Prince Derek when he read a book in the library.

I used to wonder, when can I say those words and make it part of my life. And, hey! Look at me. I knew it will come, sooner or later.

"It is time." Quote from The Lion King, said by the baboon to Simba.

And now, officially, I want to cry it out loud:

It's not what it seems...!!!!!!


Please, I need some air right now.

Why do people have to be like this...? Why do they have to think like this...? Is it because of what I've done..? Is it because of what I've been 'transformed' to...? Is it a wrong thing to do in my life or what...?
Trying to be nice and humble to everyone, trying to change my world towards a better place and trying to be a better person than before... Is it...?

Am I not allowed to be...?

I can't do this, it will become like this;
I can't do that, you are not allowed to;
Not this one, not to him/her;
No, of course not that one, you are going too easy;
Forget it, you just can't.

I'm suffocating ...

What's all this...?!

I don't understand. I thought I could run away from this kind of situation. But now, it seems like it's happening again. I don't know, for the fourth? Or maybe the fifth? No no no. I've been trying to run away since that year, but now it shows another dead end.

Every time, anywhere I go. It just won't let me go. Other people always wanting for it but not me. They always talk about it and make me sick of it, sick of them. What's wrong with all of you...? Is it me the one who's not normal or its just you can't stop thinking about it...?

Please, I told you for hundreds time, you've got the wrong person to talk about this. It doesn't mean that you just have to stop talking about it in front me, you too have to stop thinking of pulling me into this subject.

Please, oh please...

I was trying to make things right, but it doesn't mean I have something else to do with it.

I don't care if people says I've been secularized for having that kind of thinking, but I do, I really do know what I've been holding to. I'm just ... It's just ... Can I say that I'm heartless? Is it the best word to describe me? I don't know.

But whatever it is, I tried my best to help people, every person who for me need to be helped out. It's not like they can't do it by themselves. It's just, after what I've been through all these years, I don't bear to see other people getting hurt just because of small mistakes that hey shouldn't do. I just want to save them from doing the same mistakes I did, long before. Because those mistakes, I can see, will leave them a very big impact in their life. They need to be waken up. I see no one in the rescue, and I can't just leave those people on their own when they actually can be a very successful person by doing what they love to do for all of the time in their life.

I've lost mine, and I promised myself not to let anybody else to lose their's.

Oh come on! I'm sick of all this. Why do I have to care so much? Why do I have to think of it so much?

I'm sick of being me, of being who I am today. A stupid person, trying to make things right and so-called-perfect. Argh! Perfectionist, what's that, huh? Just a word that gives me trouble all the time. Making things look perfect when I shouldn't interrupt, when I should just go away and 'clear' myself from that thing. That...that..argh...!! That troublesome thing. Just get the elf out of my life...!!!!!!

I didn't mean to disobey You by questioning about what's it with my life, etc. But, I just need one best answer to my questions: Why do I have to repeat this moment again for zillion time? Why it didn't happen to all those people who had been asking it for so long, and talked about it all the time in front of me and keep questioning why am I the one to be part in it? Oh God. I don't know how because I didn't ask for it. I ask for peacefulness in my life, the freedom from being in those speculations every day in my life.

Why can't you people just leave that matter behind and start thinking of yourself, your future, your dream life instead of making yourself busy thinking about it..?  I just don't get it.

Argh...!!! I;m sick of it! I'm sick of this life! I'm sick of being me!



Cleo
~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

Saturday, December 26, 2009

[ Sharing Something ]

With Allah's Love
Assalamu'alykum to all


Today, I had the time to check my zillions of e-mails while waiting for the help from my friends to complete my tasks. I found this one forwarded by a colleague and it was something worth to be shared with anyone out there.

So, on this happy rainy day, have fun reading and take something back with you today. Ciao.
 The e-mail wrote;


Siapakah orang yang sibuk?Orang yang sibuk adalah orang yang tidak mengambil berat akan waktu solatnya seolah-olah ia mempunyai kerajaan seperti kerajaan Nabi Sulaiman a.s 

Siapakah orang yang manis senyumanya?Orang yang mempunyai senyuman yang manis adalah orang yang ditimpa musibah lalu dia kata "Inna lillahi wainna illaihi rajiuun." Lalu sambil berkata,"Ya Rabbi Aku redha dengan ketentuanMu ini", sambil mengukir senyuman.. 

Siapakah orang yang kaya?Orang yang kaya adalah orang yang bersyukur dengan apa yang ada dan tidak lupa akan kenikmatan dunia yang sementara ini.... 

Siapakah orang yang miskin?Orang yang miskin adalah orang tidak puas dengan nikmat yang ada sentiasa menumpuk-numpukkan harta. 

Siapakah orang yang rugi?Orang yang rugi adalah orang yang sudah sampai usia pertengahan namun masih berat untuk melakukan ibadat dan amal-amal kebaikan. 

Siapakah orang yang paling cantik?Orang yang paling cantik adalah orang yang mempunyai akhlak yang baik. 

Siapakah orang yang mempunyai rumah yang paling luas?Orang yang mempunyai rumah yang paling luas adalah orang yang mati membawa amal-amal kebaikan di mana kuburnya akan di perluaskan saujana mata memandang. 

Siapakah orang yang mempunyai rumah yang sempit lagi dihimpit? Orang yang mempunyai rumah yang sempit adalah orang yang mati tidak membawa amal-amal kebaikkan lalu kuburnya menghimpitnya. 

Siapakah orang yang mempunyai akal?Orang yang mempunyai akal adalah orang-orang yang menghuni syurga kelak kerana telah mengunakan akal sewaktu di dunia untuk menghindari seksa neraka.. 

Siapakah orang yg Kedekut?Orang yg kedekut ialah orang yg membiarkan ilmu yang ada pada dirinya begitu sahaja, malah dia tidak menyampaikan pula pada orang lain.




Cleo
~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

Thursday, December 24, 2009

[ Minta Maaf ]

Assalamu'alykum to you


Hate me if u want to... Leave me if u want to... Forget me as soon as you want to... 


'Cuz I won't blame u for anything u'll do,

when it's my fault leaving u behind after deciding to give u space in here,

when it's my fault just starting to let u be in my life after so long we knew each other,

when it's my fault to let u be on ur own after vowing to myself that u are a good friend n I shan't disappoint u,

when it's my fault to betray and break the rules of friendship at the starting point...

And when it's my fault for still can't understand u well enough...


I'm sorry for what I did...

And I'm sorry for being me, a fool who can't even think wise enough and being so selfish.





Cleo

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

[ I Just Can't ]


I can't ... I just can't ... How weak am I actually?

I can't keep my words even for one day ...

I broke the rule of 'NO MONEY NO TALK' just a few days ago ... I just can't say NO to them ... How stupid am I actually ... ?

I broke the rule 'SERIOUS' just a few days ago ... I just can't when I saw how happy they are to see me again with their happy faces ... I can't help myself to broke their heart when they see me in a SERIOUS mode ...

I broke both rules in just few days, and I don't know when will it be for the others.


How weak I am ...?

***

I can't hold it any longer, as the cut is getting bigger and bigger day by day. The hurts getting deeper and deeper and I'm afraid I cant hold on to it anymore...

I tried to hide but I can't. Because this world has no hiding places.

I tried to hold but I can't. Because this heart is getting weaker.

I tried to accept but I can't. Because I fear there's no more faith left for myself.

I tried to go on but I can't. Because I ... I'm not on the path with all my heart.

I tried to find the answers but I can't. Because ... I'm just a stupid person.

I tried to live with it but I can't. Because ... I'm just a useless person.

I tried to walk with it but I can't. Because ... I lost the strength long ago and still can't find it back.

I tried to put it aside but I can't. Because I lost too much and ignorance just can't help me out.

I tried to search for myself, like I used to be long ago but I can't. Because it's been a very long way since I lost it.

I can't ... I just can't ...

I lived this life so long, and somehow, I made myself looked like a fool.

At that moment, I'd never thought that 'it' will make me regret all my life. I was just being a fool to ignore it and not to stand up and get it as much as my heart wanting for it.

I just can't believe it ...

Every single mistake I did was the impact of it to my life. Every single choice I made just keep ruining me and my life from that starting moment. I just can't believe how stupid I am.

And now, I just can't believe I still can't stop regretting about that moment and how it made my life to be like this. How ungrateful I am ... Yes, I knew it but I can't stop myself from kept thinking about it till today ...

I lost my dream life for 'it' for somehow people said I will be rewarded for this later. But all I could see is I won't be rewarded because I'm just not the one. It wasn't supposed to be me in the first place. My heart and my soul had gone since that moment. There're no more sincerity left in me to live this kind of life. I just can't accept a life with no sincerity in my heart. What is a life meant to me when nothing is in my soul ...

Why me ... ? Why it must be me ... ? I see nothing in me that can give 'it' advantages. I'm just a piece of junk that will just make it looks horrible to others. Why me ... ? I just can't accept it when I don't know the reason. She has a lot more strength than me but why it wasn't her to be the one? I see him as the perfect person in this but why it wasn't him? He's got the gut, he's got skills, he's got the bravery but why it wasn't him?

My stupidity and foolishness brought me here, stuck in this forever because I can't see the way out. Everybody kept telling me it's too late. And me, myself knew it too.

I can't ... I can't go on like this ... This isn't me ... This is absolutely not me ... I'm just going to be the black sheep to 'this' ...

Please ... I know the time can't be undone and I will not ask for it. And I know I am being a selfish by asking this ... but, I just want to get out of 'here' and be me,  myself. Just me and not her ... How long must it takes to live this 'life'? How far shall I go to live this kind of 'life'?

I can't ... I just can't ...


Cleo

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

[ A... What...? ]

With Allah's love
Assalamu'alykum to all




Just now, I'd just log on to SMPWEB to have a look at my 1st sem result and it came out negatively(means not like what I expected). It some kind of disappointing but still, I'm satisfied with it. Of course, its actually my fault. Everything I did will get paid, because nothing comes free in this world.




Yet, I shall not be down now. It's time to move on and strive for the next level in my life. You see, to calm me down, I did some research and found this article that really gives me some relief actually.


It's about person who was born on June 27th.




Well, I've been thinking of this thing for days and now I think it is time to make myself clear with it.


This was prepared for my 2nd sem.




Theme: BLACK
Description:  
- serious

- professional
- no more stupid games on weekdays (stop wasting time)

- top priority : No MONEY No TALK (or shall I say, "No advantages to me? Then, move aside, buddy.")
- talk : straight to the point or you'll counter an interrogation
- no more crap : searching here and there about something not worth it (only me who knows, and if ya wanna know, come and ask for it)
- let them talk, I'll just do my work (by ignoring them of course)



I really hope it will help me a lot, countering my problems. I know, this wasn't the best but I can't just sit and hoping someone will come out and help me cause it never happens. I need to wake up.

COME ON! SNAP OUT OF IT!

You know no one will stand out for you like you did to them cause all of them around you never care about you. Wake up and stop hoping!

It's okay for you to help people but you had to think for yourself starting NOW.

Oh Allah, do help me for this time.


Cleo
~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

Monday, November 30, 2009

[ Jangan & Hikmah ]

With Allah's Love
Assalamu'alykum to all


Bored waiting for my father, I read through my e-mails and found this one forwarded to me last week (too many mails to be read..lol..)

As usual, sharing is loving. Have a nice day. ^^



Jangan terlalu susah hati dengan urusan dunia. 
Akhirat itu lebih utama
dan hidup di sana lebih lama dan kekal selamanya



  Jangan sengaja lewatkan solat.
Perbuatan ini Allah tidak suka.
Kalau tertidur lain cerita.




Jangan tidur selepas solat Subuh, nanti
rezeki mahal(kerana berpagi-pagi itu membuka pintu  berkat).





Jangan makan tanpa membaca BISMILLAH dan doa makan.
Nanti rezeki kita dikongsi syaitan.





Jangan keluar rumah
tanpa niat untuk membuat kebaikan.
Takut-takut kita mati dalam
perjalanan.





Jangan biarkan mata liar di perjalanan.
Nanti hati kita gelap diselaputi dosa.





Jangan menangguh taubat bila berbuat
dosa kerana mati boleh datang
bila-bila masa.





Jangan ego untuk meminta maaf pada
ibu bapa dan sesama manusia
kalau memang kita bersalah..





Jangan mengumpat sesama rakan
taulan. Nanti rosak persahabatan kita
hilang bahagia.





Jangan lupa bergantung kepada ALLAH
dalam setiap kerja kita.  Nanti kita sombong apabila berjaya.
Kalau gagal kecewa pula.





Jangan bakhil untuk bersedekah.
Sedekah itu memanjangkan umur
dan memurahkan rezeki kita.





Jangan banyak ketawa. Nanti mati jiwa.



Jangan biasakan berbohong, kerana ia adalah
ciri-ciri munafik dan
menghilangkan kasih orang kepada kita.





Jangan suka menganiaya manusia atau haiwan. Doa
makhluk yang teraniaya
cepat dimakbulkan ALLAH.




Jangan mempertikaikan kenapa ISLAM itu berkata JANGAN.
Sebab semuanya untuk keselamatan kita. ALLAH lebih tahu apa yang terbaik
untuk hamba ciptaanNya.




Cleo
~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

Thursday, November 26, 2009

[ How Cruel Human Can Be ]

With Allah's Love
Assalamu'alykum to all


Just now, my elder sis, Na'imah showed me a video she got from her friend. It's about a little girl being abused by her babysitter. Oh God. That video really tear my heart apart. How cruel that maid can be. That girl is innocent and she didn't do anything wrong that can be the reason on the maid's anger.

Maybe it's a long ago story but still, it showed how cruel a human can be towards kids and children. How cruel she is, kicking, punching, even stand on that little girl's small body! And that woman also throw the little girl flew a few feet away from her place! Oh God! Geez! Oh God!

I felt so sick on the spot when I watched that video. How could A WOMAN, I repeat here, A WOMAN who was supposed given to her heart LOVE no matter how cold she acted in this world. But I can't imagine a woman being so cruel towards little children.

I can't imagine what's being hold all this time by that little girl, being abused everyday by her babysitter. All day, she might cry out for her mommy to come back home early. Oh God... Pity pity pity...

Please, for all mommy out there, please do not let your cute little girl alone with their babysitter for a very long time. Please listen to your girl's words. Don't leave her aside when she needs you the most. Please...



Cleo
~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

Friday, November 13, 2009

[ You Have To Admit It ]

With Allah's love
Assalamualykum to all



Bored after having a chat with a girl, I wandered around in blog world, just searching for something to read.
And I found a post, a very informative post.


And I recommend all of you to read it.
To save our world, to save our soul,
and most of all,
to save our beloved Islam...


You might think it is something irrational but think again,
how rational you want it to be to wake you up from your dreams...?

Read it, and open up your mind.
From now on,


EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED



Cleo
~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

[ I Thought I Knew ]

With Allah's Love
Assalamualykum to all


I thought I knew
Why I was born into my family
But now I realise
It is to protect and to guide them


I thought I knew
Why I was given this name
But now I realise
It is as the guidance to lead my life


I thought I knew
Why I was brought up this way
But now I realise
It is to make myself prepared enough to face the world


I thought I knew
Why I had to sacrifice my dream life
But now I realise
It is to make me aware of this world


I thought I knew
Why I was destined to be in this path
But now I realise
It is because I know what was needed to create the best


I thought I knew
Why I had to be me
But now I realise
It is to be someone to somebody


I thought I knew
Why I had to be the best actress
But now I realise
It is to prevent me from hurting the audiences


I thought I knew
Why I always had to try my best
But now I realise
It is to make someone lived a happy life


I thought I knew
Why I was destined to meet you
But now I realise
It is to awake me from my dreams


I thought I knew
Why I was destined to be with you
But now I realise
It is to teach me the way others think


I thought I knew
Why I felt hurt when it was you
But now I realise
It is to make me know, I'm not to be forever with you


I thought I always knew
Why I tried to cover up things around you
But now I realise
It is because it wasn't you I want to hurt


I thought I always knew
Why I can't be apart with you
But now I realise
I'm the one who's being fooled


I thought I always knew
Where to go when I needed someone
But now I realise
It wasn't you


I thought I knew



Cleo
~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

Monday, November 9, 2009

[ Chels vs Man U ]

With Allah's love
Assalamu'alykum to all


Well, actually I want to watch the game but it's exam week so I guess I just have to be reasonable this time.
So, I just got the time to view the score and....

I LOVE IT...!!


Chelsea score 1 goal
and leaving Man U behind..!!!







And it was JOHN TERRY who scored
with the help from FRANK LAMPARD...!!!
OMG!


View the full news here.





















Go CHELSEA! Go CHELSEA!








Cleo

~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

[ Our Prophet's (PBUH) Dream ]

With Allah's love
Assalamu'alykum to all

Just now, I checked my mailbox and read a forwarded email about our beloved Prophet,
Nabi Muhammad SAW's dream.

There were nine of them and we should take it as a reminder for us to lead our life.
Insya-Allah, as I always do, share the email here with all of you.

May Allah bless us.

1st dream
I saw one of my ummat facing Malaikatul Maut with a scary figure to take his life. But the malaikat was stopped by his obedient towards his parents.

2nd dream
I saw one of my ummat facing the punishment of the grave, but he was saved by his perfect wudhu'.

3rd dream
I saw one of my ummat was crowded by satan and demons laknatullah, but he was saved by the barakah of his sincere zikrullah.

4th dream
I saw how my ummat was dragged with a chain made of Jahannam fire which was inserted through his mouth and removed from his dubur by Malaikatul Ahzab, but his humble and not show-off solat saved him from the torture.

5th dream
I saw my ummat in a very extreme thirst, and every time he came towards a well, he was stopped from drinking the water. And at that moment, came his sincere fast for Allah SWT and gave him drink until he satisfied.

6th dream
I saw my ummat trying to get nearer to a group of anbiya' who's sitting in groups, but every time he got nearer he was driven away, so came his junub bath with a perfect harmonious that brought him to my group and sat beside me.

7th dream
I saw one of my ummat in darkness while he himself was in confused, so came his sincere Haj and 'Umrah for Allah and brought him out of that dark place to a with brilliant light.

8th dream
I saw my ummat trying to talk to a group of mukminin but they didn't reply him, so came his habits who love sillaturahim and hatred towards hostile between my ummat and called them to have conversation with him and so they came and talk to him.

9th dream
I saw my ummat trying to protect his face from fire sparks, so came his sincere charity because of Allah and became a protection for his face and head from the dangerous fire.


These dreams came to Nabi Muhammad SAW before he went for Isra' and Mi'raj.

To all who reads this article, do extent it to your friends as their reminder so that at least you've done one of your responsibility for today.

Insya-Allah...


Cleo

~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

[ Ice Cream ]

With Allah's love
Assalamu'alykum to all


Tonight, I have a desire that I fulfilled successfully. That is...
EATING ICE CREAM

But tonight I eat my ice cream with my two beloved seniors,
Kak Adauwiyah & Kak Zahrah.

Eating my Vanilla Strawberry Drumstick, I remembered the moments when me and my siblings eat ice cream all together. Abi will buy us a big bowl of ice cream before Abi went for outstation. And we will gather around the dining table, watch HBO or KBS World together.

Umi, as usual will say, "No, thank you."
But Abi always call out for Umi until she come and eat ice cream with us. [lol]

Waaa.... I want to get back home...
I want to eat ice cream, and have some fight with Na'im for the next scoop,
and watch a movie in HBO with Abi...



Cleo


~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

Saturday, October 31, 2009

[ Now I Remember . . . ]


With Allah's Love
Assalamu'alykum to all...


Today, I got the chance to have my breakfast peacefully without any rushing like everyday I used to.
And today, I feel like I know something familiar with this.

The smell of the air after the rain
The sounds of the birds and other world companions
The silence from the hectic voices
The taste of nasi lemak
Eaten with a nice cup of hot Milo

Ah... Now I remember...I'm sure I knew it!
It was the same feeling like at grandma's house!

Now I remember...
My favourite time at grandma's
Living far away from the concrete jungle
Away from alien voices
But accompanied by friendly nature
That has neither bias nor hatred

Now I remember...
Having breakfast with all the peacefulness
Only nice voices and laughs were around
Moms talking to her children
Fathers chatting of the routes and plans
Teens joking with mouthful of food

Now I remember...
For so long I didn't return
Meet and greet grandma and grandpa
For so long I didn't sit on that chair
Eat and share with grandma and grandpa
For so long I didn't walk on that ground
Running and laughing with cousins
Away from angry grandma and grandpa
Like we used to...

Now I remember...


~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

[ How Sad To Know ]

With Allah's Love
Assalamu'alykum to all


This morning, I was wearing my hijab when I heard a news from the radio.
At that time, usually IKIM.fm will be having discussions about recent news for that day.
It was about some pupils, young children I'm talking about right now, fell into a river in Perak.

I didn't get the news fully because I was too busy preparing myself to go for a morn jog.
I can't stop thinking about those children and their parents especially
when JKR didn't want to take the responsibilities upon this case.

How could they say that . . ?

Parents lost their beloved children,
lil girls and boys lost their dearest playtime friends in front of their eyes,
teachers lost their most beloved cute lil pupils.

How could they just say that . . ?



I tried to search for the news but I can't find more than this one.


When I was at the stadium, on my own, jogging and stretching,
I saw a father, walking along the track watching out on his son.
A very lil cute one.
He tried his best to be on that lil boy's side.

When they were leaving the stadium,
I saw him lifting up that boy and put him upon his arms.
He wrapped his son tightly to his chest as if he didn't want to let go of him.

How loving moment I saw between those two. . .

And I can't stop thinking of those who had lost their children in that case.
And I can't stop thinking of the cruelty in those hearts who were easily letting go of what they had done,
causing the death of those lil innocent children,
who were excited to see the beauty of this world,
created by Allah for His humble servants,
leaving behind the sadness to their parents,
who didn't have enough time to share their love with . . .

People can easily say,
"It was their destiny, their fate and it was the time for them to go."
"You can't blame the fate for what had happened."

But, can't you stop for awhile and think.
At least please don't say,
"It wasn't our fault. We won't take any responsibilities for this case.
Those children were to be blame for the jumping on the hanging bridge."

Oh my God . . !
How could you say those words after all that happened . . .
How cold your heart to throw out those words after you 'took' those lives . . .
How could you . . .
How could you . . .



Cleo

~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

[ Oh My God..! ]

Assalamu'alykum...

I was in a discussion when I received an SMS from a friend asking whether I know a guy name Muhammad Sabhi Abdul Razak.

I replied, "Of course! He's one of my former friends. Why?"

Then he said, "I saw he's pic in a newspaper, NST. Try to search it."

Knowing bout it, I dashed to Unikeb Bookstore and buy the newspaper. It is true! OMG!

B-hi's story is in it and I'm holding it right now. [LOL]




Sabhi's column in Skor, NST, Wednesday, October 21, 2009.
[ Page 15 ]


Go b-hi! Go b-hi! I salute you for your success in getting into newspapers. [ LOL ]

To my other friends, please do wish him your congrats wishes. And to you, Sabhi, ganbatte-neh in your life out there. [ ^^ ]



Cleo

~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

Monday, October 19, 2009

[ Jadual Perbincangan ]


Assalamu'alykum...

To all, this is the timetable for our becoming discussion, insya-Allah.

For your information, these discussions are NOT just for
Pengajian Dakwah & Kepimpinan
First Year students.

These discussions are open to all who would like to join in.
Marhaban bikum, ya ikhwani.

Venue : Digital Library, Kolej Pendeta Za'ba
Time : According to the timetable

*Please bring along your notebook/laptop [if you have] to make our discussion more effective.


Insya-Allah, we'll try our best to conduct these discussion successfully.









Hope all of you can contribute and share the knowledge together. Thank you.


Cleo

~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

Sunday, October 18, 2009

[ My Faraway Friend ]

Assalamu'alykum...

For this weekend, I'm living alone without both my room mate and best friend in UKM. How bored I am today after coming back from Mr Zafri's open house.

He knows my suffering that He sent me two person to accompany me today. It's Wani [FPI] who accompany me accidentally for dinner with her UPSI member and Yuni, my best friend who's already in UK.

Yuni and I YM!ing this eve and she sent me some of her photos in UK. I was so glad looking at her pics. How I miss you so much, Yuni. Do your best, ganbatte-neh!

These are some of her pics I want to share. She looks more beautiful and matured than before. [^^]



Nur Ayuni Rahayu Ibrahim a.k.a. Yuni




Happy face as usual you have.



Candid or posing. . ?




What a picturesque view, right?



With her new friends over there.
[Be good with her, will ya?]



Back from shopping, girls?


Well, I think that's enough for me to share some of her pictures. I'm so excited looking at her pics because it wasn't easy for her to take pictures before plus give a smile for a pic but in these, she did give her sweet smile. [^^]

Yuni, ganbatte-neh! Be a good girl over there and don't forget to smile more and more everyday, my dear. [^^]

P/s: Send my warmest regards to your friends.



Cleo

~ Creating Ideas, Developing Words ~

Saturday, October 17, 2009

..:[ Kelas Terakhir Maharat 2 ]:..



Dengan nama Tuhanku...



Azmanira, Jumiza, Azizah and Yusmasayu present.

Masa ni pun dah agak lewat. So, tak semua group dapat present.
Yang lain ustazah minta buat sendiri. Tak pe lah, ustazah.
Kitorang okay je. Ustazah dah tolong banyak dah...^^




Semua khusyuk menyalin makna.




Ustazah Norliza Erhan





Seronoknye dapat bergambar dengan ustazah.




Kenangan yang terindah.
[Ustazah Norliza, Azizah, Yusmasayu, Sauffah]


Di sinilah titik perpisahan kita
Seperti yang telah dijanjikan-Nya
Setiap yang bertemu kan berpisah jua
"Kami ciptakan kamu pelbagai rupa
Berkenal-kenalan lah pabila bersua"
Jasa mu guru tidak ku lupa
Moga hidupmu diiringi rahmat dan kasih-Nya.



Cleo

~ Creating ideas for lives ~

Friday, October 16, 2009

..:[ Kelas Terakhir Maharat ]:..

Assalamualykum...

Hmm.. Dah lama rasanya Cleo tak posting di sini. Well, hari ni cuma nak kongsi gambar-gambar yg diambil bersama Tutor Kelas Maharat Cleo untuk Sem 1 di UKM.

Tutor ni, Cleo rasa yang paling best la. [^^]
Usth Norliza Erhan. Dulu degree di UIA, sekarang sambung Master in UKM.

Ustazah, I love you! Thanks for being a very good and dedicated tutor to all of us. May Allah helps you always, ustazah...!  [^^]




Ni masa tengah menunggu ustazah datang.




Ni Maharat classmates. All from Dakwah except one, Usuluddin.
[Agak tak clear, tangan bergerak time snap.]




Hanya lima jejaka dalam kelas ni. Semuanya okay, baik-baik belaka.
Bukan yang jenis buat hal.
[Majoriti orang Utara la.]









Dah penat menunggu...tapi belum penat posing..ahax..




Ustazah dah datang dah time ni.
Sauffah and Qumaini present dulu.


Ada lagi gambar nak share, tapi tunggu ye... Cleo nak lari ke kelas pulak ni.. [^^]
Jauh nun di KTAMS. Tak pernah pergi lagi ni. Takut jugak lambat.
Tersilap naik bas kang sesat lak..ahax..

Tunggu ye sambungan seterusnya...
..:[ Insya-Allah ]:..

Cleo

~ Creating ideas for lives ~